am I sitting here alone?do I spend my time making things & photographing & listing & promoting?
am I not reading my book, or a magazine or watching the telly?
am I using up all of this time in the vain hope that my products will sell?
am I not out walking in the countryside?
am I not cracking on with household jobs & chores?
am I not meeting up with a friend for coffee?
am I sat here wondering why?
Away from my room I make great plans - I schedule time for emails/making orders/designing/researching/editing photos/listing/promoting. I draw up timetables and print them out. I scribble down flashes of inspiration on scrap paper. I get all jazzed up with enthusiasm and write copious notes and plans and ideas in my notebook.
And then I walk in here and this happens. All impetus abandons me...all my "yes, this is what I should be doing" goes *poof*...and all of my plans just seem kind of silly.
SO the question is...why am I unable to maintain the motivation and the excitement, and how do I rectify it?
To be continued...